I’ve been really sick and tired recently.

I’m sick and tired of feeling like I need to impress anyone. I’m exhausted with people being so demanding of me but not meeting my needs. Some people are alright and some people are considerate of my needs. Though it seems like everyone sometimes forgets that I should be respected too.

I’ve thought a lot about this and the reason that people are not respectful of me is because I’m too damn nice. I allow people to say what they like to me, I don’t get bothered when people blow me off, don’t respond to me or just plain forget me. I’m going to stop doing that, as much as some things aren’t a big deal a lot of people don’t seem to realize that you are bothered by something unless you really show them you are annoyed.

I’m not going to do this all the time because it isn’t my nature to, but I don’t want it to be part of my nature to be walked on in my future. Even when something isn’t a big deal I’m going to point it out. I’m not putting anyone down, not sure if anyone who I feel does this to me often will even read this, but I’m just realizing that I’m really not being very fair to myself if I don’t ask for the respect that I think I deserve.

Sorry about the rant but seriously guys. What the fuck is your problem? I don’t deserve to be treated like that. I’m a really nice person and I’d like to be treated that way.