It’s been a while since I’ve been shaken.  Just arms put to my shoulders and saying nick you need to wake up, you need to wake up and look around you. Thanks for shaking me.

I’ve been extremely happy the past 8 months.  I’m fulfilled, traveled, intelligent, able, (mostly) healthy and strong.  I’ve learned a lot about myself, the people around me and the things I value most.  For maybe 4 months now I’ve been beating this dead horse of finding someone to love because I feel like I’m finally there with myself (whereas I used to love others more than myself).  There is a huge amount of love and appreciation around me and I’ve been blessed everywhere I go with accepting and caring people.

I feel like it is very important in life to share what you have.  One of the things I’ve had especially recently is a smile and I’ve shared that with everyone I can.  I’ve shared my money, my thoughts and my love with anyone who was there to accept it.  I’ve not written in here because this has previously been my place to express things to people in ways I couldn’t in speech.  I seem outgoing but I’m damn shy especially with people I have interest in.  So here’s to the pretty girls who make me nervous and say awkward things.

I’m going to start expressing that more.  It’s summer and I’m in spring mode.  And I’m gonna show it.

[ ignore this blog, it should have been scribbled down on a piece of paper ]

Categories: everyday

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