I have confidence.
Posted on April 4, 2008Dear World.
Today I realized that I am actually a pretty cool guy with a lot of talent and quite a bit of charisma. Additionally I have pretty nice hair, I’m not fat and I usually smell acceptable. I was coding today and realized that I am actually pretty damn good at what I do and I’m pleased with myself. It’s taken a long time for me to think positively about myself, I’ve always been very down on myself and I’m quite proud of what I am doing with my life and where I am going. Now I need to find an apartment and then I need all of my friends to come visit me.
Everyone seems kind of annoyed with me because I am not going out much, I’m just kind of working around the clock. While I appreciate the concern and I am sure I will go out occasionally but I really love my work. I love to code and I love to put things together. Even though I am not going out I am doing most of the things I love, I am coding, reading, sleeping, eating and dreaming. I’m a bit lonely out here but that will pass. I’ll find new friends and as temporary as they may be, they’ll still be friends! Anyways. Time for bed. That’s one thing I’m not doing so well recently.
<3
!!!!!!!! oh so wonderful to hear =)
02.05.2008 21:32